Author: lifeofatwoworldmummy

  Remembering a lovely day spent at the National Museum Cardiff the other day. Learning all about worms believe it or not..These two make me giggle! 

Going through my drafts I came across this. Written 297 days ago. In 297 days I’ve had the honour of watching these four wonderful individuals grow and develop and love. I’ve watched Emma become an even more beautiful young lady (even if she does play dirty when we play football!) who’s love for others is […]

Some of you will know that a few months ago we took the decision to de register Jack from school. It wasn’t a decision that we took lightly but it was one that we both agreed on. There were many reasons but the final straw for us was that Jacks anxiety had gone through the […]

   It’s been a funny few weeks for this little dude. The level of anxiety rushing through his body has been (and still is) unreal. All he’s wanted to do it stay home, refusing to spend time with his Dad and on the odd occasion when he has he’s come back seeking approval and comfort. […]

I had a chat a few weeks ago with a lovely girl from the Young Carers Team. We were talking about my eldest and how she often helps out with Jack and what things would make her life easier, more enjoyable, more normal. One of the things that came up was wanting more time with […]

I lay here night after night, staring into the darkness, willing the tears to stay hidden. The tears that feel as if they would never stop if I allowed them to fall. A feeling of heaviness inside. Slowly the weightlessness of my spirt feels as though it is leaving. I feel defeated. Sleep dances further […]

This evening we attended a group. A group for children with additional needs and disabilities. I’ve toyed with going for months. Almost a year actually. I’ve wanted to go, but then, I haven’t wanted to. It’s been a funny thing to get my head around for some reason. So this evening we went, after I […]

I don’t know how to start this post, nor do I know what to title it, but I’ll give you the ramblings of a mother who feels sad and lost right now.  Jack started reception at the beginning of this month. Full time. Long days, leaving me with a void, a huge gaping hole where […]

    It’s a funny thing, sibling love. Take the two cherubs above. A day spent loving and hating each other in equal measure; but when one gets wobbly about something they band together, thick as thieves. Even in their deepest sleep, when one has been wobbly the other wants to be there.  It’s a constant, […]

This is not a blog, it’s just a post. I’ve woken up today with panic and tears; my tiny baby starts school on Thursday. How do I let go?